No Sleep

Good Morning 4am. I cannot sleep. I get up and have two pee at least 2 to 3 times each night. I hear this is going to get worse. Then Collin decides its time to kick and move around in my tummy usually every morning around 4am. I think this is a sign of things to come. Don't get me wrong I love when he moves around it usually puts a big smile on my face each morning but today I am really sleepy and wish I was still sleeping. I know I must sound a little grumpy this morning, but my ear hurts too, and every time I try to lay down it starts to throb. Ok that's enough complaining.

Today starts a great four day weekend. Josh is off the next four days, which is unusual because he has to work all the time. Today I am super excited, we get to babysit my little cousin Bryan. He is 18 months old. His birthday is Sept 29th, which could very well be the day that Collin is born. We just might have two babies with the same birthday. This is common in my family. My grandma, my great aunt and my great uncle, all have the same birthday, crazy huh. Then my two little cousins, Lexi and Catherine also have the same birthday. So I would not be surprised if Collin and Bryan end up the same.

So last night before going to bed I was reading on BabyCenter about things I should be doing now. It said that I need to have a birthing plan. I haven't really thought about that yet. But it says I need to decide who I want in the room with me. Which I am almost sure it is just going to be Josh and the Dr. Too many other people would just make me more nervous. Also it asked if I wanted Josh to cut the cord. I would want him too, but I think he might pass out. He is already so nervous about being in room with me as it is. It also asks if I want drugs to ease the pain. OH YEAH!! Bring it on, please lessen the pain as much as you can. One of the last things it asks is if I would like the baby in the room with me afterwards or if I would want him to go to the nursery. This one is a tough one. I know I would want him to be with me, but I am not sure what the right thing is to do.

I hope everyone has a great Holiday weekend and be safe.  Here are some more pictures.

Collin at 20 weeks. The picture is upside down and I cannot figure out how to turn it.

Me and my dad two weeks ago in Wimberly TX on Vacation.

Angel and I went with my Mom to Port O Conner and had fun on the beach this past Wednesday.